Please ignore this post. Really.

I have been having trouble with my depression recently.  Month or so back went to a psychiatrist and he thinks it is because of the medication so ups it.  I then finish a couple of weeks at work and think he may be right.  Went on holidays for two weeks and went from strength to strength.

But then I am back at work this week.  Everything is a struggle.  I am walking on eggshells and the things I do to relieve the stress of it all has turned sour like month old milk left in a bucket on a Gold Coast beach.  Work has undergone major transformation and I wish I had last year back.

If you knew how shit last year was for me at work you would realise how big a statement that is.

I am writing this just to get it all off my chest and get some form of relief.  Please realise that it will probably be deleted in the morning and I just needed to vent and then I will wake up and be refreshed.

See, I am better already.

Goodnight.

Ever Have One Of Those Days?

I am.

Let us hope it is not Groundhog Day.

You Can Be Anything You Want

These are true words.  

But how many of us make it?

I only know what I want now, and I think I am a little past the chance of gaining it.

If you know what you need, chase it.  If you have to risk to do it, take the risk.  You will always regret the moment that you did not take the chance.  Failure is fleeting, never having tried is a regret you will never shake.